“Where is he? He should be here by now. Maybe something
happened; how come he’s still not here? What’s with all of this waiting?”
Jennifer interrogates, escalating her tone with each question.
Advancing towards Jennifer consolingly, Karen pats her shoulder
and assures, “Calm down love, David is on his way. I’m sure nothing has
happened. We haven’t been waiting long. Remember, he and Brad were at the gym;
they probably had to shower. He’ll be here soon dear, okay?”
I wanna say okay but it’s not okay, what’s
taking so long? I wasn’t even sure I wanted to tell David but now that Karen’s
convinced me to tell him, he’s taking forever to get here. “This waiting is
killing me girl. I wish he already knew then I wouldn’t have to tell him. I
don’t want to tell him Karen, maybe I should just take him with me to my next
appointment with the doctor.” Jennifer offers.
“Taking David to your next appointment is a great idea;
that way he can ask questions which will help him help you. What are you so
afraid of?” Karen cross-examines while
occupying the closest chair.
“Everything and nothing—something and a little bit. I
can’t explain it; I know it sounds crazy to you but I don’t feel it will go
well.”
“Why wouldn’t it? He’s probably gonna be crushed when he
finds out your diagnosis; and hurt that he wasn’t the first to know. Frankly,
I’m shocked that you’ve told me before him.” Seeing Jennifer’s face sadden,
prompts Karen’s reassurance, “No judgment dear, I said I was surprised not that
I thought it was wrong. It’s your body and you have to do what is okay with
you; I ‘m here for you all the way sweetie.”
“Thank you; that means so much right now. I just wish he
would come already.”
“He’s coming; he’s coming, now let’s talk about
something that won’t have you watching the door. How would you like to have a
little girl just like you?” Karen puts forth.
“A little girl would be nice, just not like me”,
Jennifer decides.
“Why; were you a hellion growing up?”
Jennifer smirks, “Not really, but I do remember how I
used to think and that was a problem; my luck, my daughter would be inquisitive
and rebellious—I’ll pass.”
“Revolution is natural, we all go through that.” Karen
reasons.
“Talk about looking on the bright side, I say rebellion
and you say revolution, you’d of been perfect as a parent for me and my friends
growing up.” Jennifer remarks then looks down to the floor.
“What is it Jen?” Karen examines not expecting an answer
and moving out of her chair to kneel alongside. “I guess I’m fired from the
cheer up committee,” she chides hoping to elicit a glimpse of positive emotion.
Taking Karen’s hand and bringing it to her face,
Jennifer sighs, “Why can’t it be this easy with him?”
“Because we’re women dear heart; we share a bond. We
connect and understand in ways different from our male counterparts. Not that
they’re less, because they aren’t; I think it’s the same with them too.” Karen
assures trying to ignore the voices in her mind.
“If that’s the case, maybe that’s why that drunk woman
said David was hooked up with a man back when he was in college.” Jennifer
surmises.
“That makes more sense to me. Like I said before, I
can’t see David with a guy. He’s a man’s man.” Karen confirms unaware she is
suggestively gazing into Jennifer’s eyes.
“Wow Karen, you have the cutest eyes. No cute isn’t the
right word. They are so bright and look like the work of an artist. I bet you
always hear about them.” Jennifer compliments while surges fire through Karen’s
body. On autopilot, devoid of guilt, decorum and protocol, Karen thanks
Jennifer for the accolade moving to stand behind Jennifer positioning herself
to give a massage.
“You seem tense Jen.” Karen assesses softly working both
shoulders.
“I am; you know I am.” Jen agrees unfastening the first
few buttons of her blue polo shirt allowing Karen to touch her skin. Zoning on
a higher net, Karen breathes deeply taking in the aroma. She’s reminded of the
many scents carried by Victoria’s Secret then wonders, does Jen go to VS? I bet she would look good in just her underwear. I
wish she’d take her shirt off; of course she’s only trying to make it easier
for me to massage her shoulders—nothing more. Ah her skin is so supple; she
must pamper herself regularly to keep it this soothing. I just want to turn her
around right now, grab her head and have her suck me off. It wouldn’t take long
at all; I bet she’s been with a woman at least once. Maybe I should ask her; oh
yeah Karen that’ll go over real well. It wouldn’t have to mean anything; she’s
not even my type. I just haven’t had a
woman in forever and I’m creaming. I want; dammit I need; this is agony
Karen professes to herself. Trying to dim the intoxication of lust, she almost
cries out but confers within, “Lord help me, this is your child Karen. Where
are you when I need you? If you don’t want me to do this, give me a sign.”
Severing Karen’s internal war, Jen chimes, “Yeah! Guess
who’s finally here? That’s the garage door opening. Oh my goodness, thank you, thank
you, David is finally home. Isn’t that wonderful? It’s about time isn’t it
girl? You are the best K! You told me he’d be here soon.”
Panties sticky and senses peaking at maximum, a world
wind of sane arrives; material, rational and irrational all convene—wanting to
scream, pout, cry yet thankful for Jennifer’s fog, Karen imparts, “Isn’t that
what friends are for? Thank you for trusting me enough to share something so
personal. I’m going to scoot so that you and David can talk. Remember to tell
him everything the doctor told you and be sure to call me if you need anything.
“
“I will sweetie.” Jennifer assures kissing Karen on the
cheek. “Oh and by the way, your hands are simply magical. You relaxed me and I
didn’t think that was possible; especially with everything that was going on.
You had me melting like butter. You’re gonna have to teach that to David.”
“Anytime love.” Karen calls exiting the front door
before David finishes parking in the garage. I’ve got to get outta here. I guess that was God’s sign that I asked
for—David getting home. Like the church always says, prayer changes things,
Karen reasons hurrying to her Honda Accord.
“You’re staying over there
tonight right?” Rob initiates hoping to disquiet Bishop’s easiness.
“Nah man, I’m leaving in
the next thirty.” Bishop informs.
“Yeah okay, she’s not
gonna like that.”
“She’ll be cool with it.
It’s not like that between us; we don’t want each other like that. Speak what
you know man.”
“Where you want to meet up
at?” Bishop injects, changing the subject.
“I’m telling ya, if you
slept with her, then it’s like that between y’all; you know how women are about
that type of thing.” Rob obsesses.
“Brah please drop it. She
and I know and that’s what matters. One sec man, lemme call you back after I
leave outta here.” Bishop responds hearing Andi approaching.
“Uh huh, that’s how it
starts.” Rob instigates.
“How would you know? Yeah,
that’s what I thought; I’ll hit you shortly.”
Bishop quips then turns around to see Andi’s smiling at him.
“You hungry? I can put
something together for you to take with you in a bag.” Andi mentions.
“What made you think I was
leaving? I didn’t say anything” Bishop guiltily renders, fearing Andi may have
heard what he and Rob were discussing.
“Oh it’s not that; it’s
just that my friend Devin will be coming over soon and it may be a bit awkward
if she sees you here. You know I wouldn’t care otherwise.”
Trying to prevent an all
out guffaw, Bishop chuckles about Rob’s concern that Andi would have a problem
with him leaving. “Not a problem; it should take me about ten minutes and then
I’ll be on my way.”
“Thanks Bishop, I have to
finish getting ready. Would you please let yourself out hon and we’ll talk
tomorrow right?” Andi leisurely poses
“Right,” Bishop affirms
figuring Devin is the next woman Andi is going to drive insane. Andi is a sure enough pill, but that head
she gives makes it all worth it.
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